3.13.2008

the juxtaposition of my mind.

i must have checked my email fifty times today. i don't know what i'm expecting to find. maybe affirmation that there are people out there who want to be my friend, people who are thinking of me, people who can satisfy my intense thirst for security and love.

but now at the end of the day, after thirty exchanged emails with various friends, i still feel empty and alone.

only you, god, can satisfy. only you can redeem. lord, redeem this broken heart of mine and fill me anew with your love and grace. and allow me to love like you love me.

1 comment:

nicholei said...

i know exactly how you feel.